不是不滿足

我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如

有過瘋狂和任性糊塗 膩了炫耀的舞步 對做作的傾訴也麻木 會更懂得　安定有多舒服 不嫌棄愛得太樸素 甘心被　綁住

她們說　自然很寬世界也很大 哪裡海洋最浪漫　能治生活疲乏 狠心離得開總會變成摩擦 責任會讓愛有另一種複雜 不能太倔強　太有想法 妥協到快遺忘自己　有些害怕

病了

多天的熬夜，不健康饮食，无数的酒精下肚，终于病了。

伤风，喉咙痛。

是时候歇一歇了， 毕竟再也不是十八岁了。

Snagstand Melbourne

Snagstand Melbourne-newly opened franchise at Melbourne Central. Kept wanting to try walking pass MC every time.

Finally tried it last night. There was a buy one free one promo. The one on the left is beef horseradish and the other is Wagyu Beef. Liked the horseradish one more :)

Great taste but a bit pricey for hotdogs.

放纵

充满罪恶感的尽情放纵！

In a party

Before drinks= glam

After drinks= unglam

Oh and not forgetting the ever sober ones!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy thanks giving folks!

Don't expect to see too much updates lately. Needa catch up all those sleep :)

Happy Early Birthday Gordon!

Happy early Birthday Gordon!

Thanks for the splendid dinner and all the happy memories!

xoxo

失眠

最近日夜颠倒，晚上不睡觉，早上才入眠的罪归祸首。

太多

I underestimated the amount of clothes I have. Winter jacket sudah one whole box. Autumn jackets still on shelf. How la to fit everything in bring back?

I want to bring these back to Malaysia can or not?

I now regret buying too much :((((((

说到爱

世界收起了笑容似乎想　

提醒我些什麼 電視喃喃自語著

為什麼我卻變得沉默 永遠都追不上那些人那事物消逝的速度

說到愛　如果你感覺到寂寞

Let’s sing it out of love

有多久時間忘了去擁抱

身邊愛的朋友　

懷疑幸福的存在那瞬間

其實早就擁有

旅程拜訪每張熟悉的笑容

說到愛　就算是還似懂非懂

Let’s sing it out of love

眼前飛過的蝴蝶也許是 誰在想念著我　

那句我愛你雖然難開口

我想現在就說

生命太多遺憾每一分每一秒我都會緊握

說到愛　當你需要我陪著你

Let’s sing it out of love

Screwed up biological clock

Slept at 8am.

Woke up at 1p.m.

Imma not complaining cos it's not for exams :)

若有所失

早上醒来时，想起了不用再考试，读书生涯已经结束了。

突然间感觉很迷惘，坐着发呆了一段时间。

望着电脑，不知该做些什么， 好像人生少了个目标似的。

成了名副其实的无业游民， 可得好好享受这段日子，过了就不哥能再有了！

A day of goodness

Walked out the exam hall for my last paper in my undergraduate life with a smile half an hour earlier than the finish time :)

Had Darac for lunch, free ice cream from Sportsgirl and tea time at Laurent.

Christmas display at Myers basement. I want this decoration for my house!

Bought a new camera after ages for a bargain at JR Duty Free :)

I am a happy person today. Am I wishing too much that everyday will be like that?

The end is near

Waking up at 5.30 in the morning.

Unable to sleep not knowing is the KFC last night or anxious over the exam.

Mixed feelings.

Last paper in a few hours.

Last paper of the semester, also the last semester of my entire university life.

I don't know to be sad, happy or grateful that it is over.

One last push

When everyone finished their exams and are enjoying themselves, I'm working myself off trying to figure out past years with no answers and simulation figures I cannot get. FML

Merry EARLY Christmas!

Somehow have an early Christmas festive spirit so decided to change the blog layout :)

Wishing everyone an EARLY Christmas!

Two more days to freedom! :PPPP

BYE BYE U CAN GO DOWN THE DRAIN!

五月天追梦3DNA

在我应该努力读书准备明天考试时，还是忍不住偷偷懒的看了五月天的这部片。

应该除了奇特也没什么可以形容的了，像是在看演唱会 dvd，却穿插了三个小小的爱情，亲情的故事。

满有新意，也蛮感动的，演唱会部分也很 high, 对我怎么个忠实粉丝，牺牲些读书时间，也算值的啦！

Energy food for the brain! 餐蛋面 :)

你在烦恼什么

没有不会谢的花

没有不会退的浪

没有不会暗的光

你在烦恼什么吗

没有不会淡的疤 没有不会好的伤

没有不会停下来的绝望

你在忧郁什么啊

时间从来不回答

生命从来不喧哗

就算只有片刻 我也不害怕

是片刻组成永恒哪

奋斗与失败

很多人觉得，竟然会失败，那何必尝试。但你又怎么知道，试了不会成功呢？

就算只有那万分之一的机会， 也要勇敢的奋斗和争取，

那么就算失败，也不会后悔。

11.11.11

It's a special day today so decided to take a break from studying and lepak at the city. (Ok just kidding, who cares it's 11.11.11 I just don't feel like studying)

Lunch at Mekong :) Haven't had it for so long!

Christmas display at Myers! A whole array on display! Personally liked it better than the nutcracker last year :)

Gloria Jeans cappuccino + raspberry chocolate tart for tea. The tart is quite good surprisingly.

Restless. Losing momentum

DON"T FEEL LIKE STUDYING ARGHHHHHH!!!!

Who would have thought? Haha

孤獨患者

我真佩服我　還能幽默 掉眼淚時　用笑掩過 怕人看破　顧慮好多 不談寂寞　我們就都快活

我不唱聲嘶力竭的情歌 不表示沒有心碎的時刻 我不曾攤開傷口任宰割 癒合　就無人曉得 我內心挫折

孤獨患者，陳奕迅

心想事成

烧了壶水，沏了杯茶，这样的事，每天都做，但从不会记在心里，也从不会去认真计划：万一停水呢，万一停电呢等等。瞧，人就是这样，太顺的事不会记住，只记住了那些不顺的。其实，活一辈子，不顺的事属于极少数，只是我们在意了它罢了。多数时候，我们都已经实现了那句看似梦想的“心想事成”。

First exam of my last semester in 3 hours.

This is it.

The beginning of the end.

Fucked up laptop

Please be fucked up no more!

星空

摸不到的顏色 是否叫彩虹?

看不到的擁抱 是否叫做微風?

一個人 想著一個人 是否就叫寂寞?

-星空，五月天-

Comfort food=fattening food

My cup of black magic every morning :)

我对着自己开了一枪

那一夜 我对着自己开了一枪

我看着自己身上的伤 然后礼貌的 笑着说对不起把你弄脏。

再补一枪 直到彻底毁掉我脸上的妆 直到看不见我等待的渴望 然后缓缓的轻轻的美丽的洒在地上。

那些围炉的日子

那大口大口的吃，那挣着自己喜爱的食物， 那整晚说着是非，一些有的没的，都会让我往后无比的怀念。

考试，就是放纵的时候！

A round circle

He sits by the corner, looking at her.

Her movements; so graceful,

Every words she speaks; so articulate and intellectually stimulating,

The way she licks her lips every time after she takes a bite into her food;

The way she crosses her legs and picks up her phone with a gentle hello;

Everything so soothing, so pleasing, as if she is an angel that never belongs to this world.

He sits by the corner, looking at her.

Disgusted by every movements she makes,

Every words she speaks; argumentative, challenging and opposing all of his ideas,

The way she licks her lips in a failed attempt to look sexy;

The way she turns on her fake intonation and wanna-be slang when she picks up her phone;

Everything so annoying, so unappealing, as if she is the one thing he wants to rid off in this world.

He did not change; she did not change,

Their remaining unchanged lost to the changes embossed by time.

童话故事

最近看了部电视剧，对白说“不可能发生的事情那不是天方夜谭，那叫童话故事”。虽然听起来不可思议，但却那么的有道理。

王子遇上公主，一见钟情，从此过着幸福美满的生活；现实社会中，又怎么可能会发生呢？

既然那样，我们是不是太残忍了呢？从小就用那样的谎言欺骗小孩？让他们相信这些不存在的谎话，让后长大了自己受伤，伤心，然后再后知后觉得发现这残酷的事实。

是为了让我们面对困境而成长吗？还是是社会变了质，让本来可能的童话故事变成了天方夜谭呢？

Sit back and relax

Life's too short to be depressed over exams and studies! Enjoying my afternoon off with a healthy dose of 法证先锋３, new nail polish, a jam donut and burger rings :)

Enjoying uni life while I can! :)

Crossroads

Life's just too damn contradicting sometimes;

I dread the moment I graduate, but yet I can't wait to finish my exams and be released from exams;

I fear working life, but yet I can't wait to be financially independent;

I do not want to leave Melbourne, but yet I somehow miss home back in Malaysia;

I wanna excel in exams, but yet I am doing anything but studying now;

I wanna lose weight, but yet I can't stop myself from eating;

It's just like standing at a crossroad; you wanna take both roads but reality's a fucking bitch;

You win some, you have to lose some;

You can never have the best of both worlds.

IT"S ALL ABOUT THE FOOD!

Three years in Melbourne and the FOOD is definitely what I'll miss the most. An exhaustive but incomplete list of gastronomical delights that will definitely haunt me when I return to Malaysia:

1. Hardware Societe

How can one not miss Hardware? Pork belly ftw! Never fancied the brunch much but absolutely love the lunch. Imma miss you so much!!!

2. Izakaya chuji

Confession 101- I'm a big fan of Japanese food! The lunch box is sooo good and I loveeeeeeeee the gyoza!

3. Infobooth bubble tea

I know there's bubble tea back home, but I just love the bubble tea at 十大书房.Somehow the bubbles are more chewy and Q. Hahaha

4. Correttos

Salmon pasta ftw! My favorite Italian restaurant on Lygon definitely :)

5. Mart 130

Ok I am contradicting myself. Just said that I don't like brunch but the steak sandwich is too good to be missed :)

6. Le belle miete

Macaroons~ the one dessert I got introduced to in Melbourne. Sake & cherry blossom and Moet is just too good!

7. Brother Baba Budan

As a SUPER coffee fans, definitely love the coffee there. Best I have had in Melbourne (personal opinion). Haha

8. Earl's Canteen

Who ever thought 烧肉 and sandwich goes so well together? Well, it gets a bit messy when you're eating it.

9. Rainbow dim sum buffet

Damn good bargain for money! Lotsa choice and good taste.

10. Animal Orchestra

Just next to university, their coffee's good and the daily soup is to-die-for too!