I dread the moment I graduate, but yet I can't wait to finish my exams and be released from exams;
I fear working life, but yet I can't wait to be financially independent;
I do not want to leave Melbourne, but yet I somehow miss home back in Malaysia;
I wanna excel in exams, but yet I am doing anything but studying now;
I wanna lose weight, but yet I can't stop myself from eating;
It's just like standing at a crossroad; you wanna take both roads but reality's a fucking bitch;
You win some, you have to lose some;
You can never have the best of both worlds.